From a mixture of milk and water, a Hansa (swan) drinks only milk and leaves the water.
And Nitai is Param-Hansa Shiromani. (69th name from 108 names of Nitai written by Shrila Nitaipreshthji Gurudev)
This means He is the topmost ignorer of all your bad qualities and disqualifications. He just accepts whatever little goodness is there in you and bestows upon you His boundless mercy based on that tiny goodness.
O Nitai, you may fulfill all my desires. Or all my desires may remain unfulfilled. My only prayer to You is “keep me engaged in your devotional service till the end of my life without any expectation of wish fulfillment”.
My major realisation of recent Navadvip Yatra with Nitai Sena was:
“I miss Ekachakra!!!!!!! Take me back!”
Nitai Bhakti aisi karo ki Guru ko aap pe naaz ho.
Aur Guru Bhakti aisi karo ki Nitai ko aap pe naaz ho.
It is true that in this age of Kali it is extremely difficult to find a real Guru. However, it is also true that when a disciple is ready, a Guru appears automatically. But the problem is that in this Kali Yuga, people themselves fail to become genuine seekers of a genuine Guru. It is a hopeless situation. That is why there is an urgent need to spread Nitai’s name all over. Nitai acts as the best Guru of even those who are not seeking any real spiritual progress.
For genuine seekers, a genuine Guru appears.
For ignorant fools, Adi-Guru Nitai appears.
I have no qualification to meditate on the lotus faces of Radhey Shyam.
🌷 I have no qualification to meditate on the lotus feet of Radhey Shyam.
🌷 I have no qualification to meditate on the lotus face of Gaur.
🌷 I have no qualification to meditate on the lotus feet of Gaur.
🌷 I don’t even consider myself qualified to meditate on the lotus face of Nitai.
🌿 My latest realization in Ekachakra is that I should simply meditate on the lotus feet of Nitai. (Meri itni hi aukaad hai)
And as Narrotam das Thakur says,
Nitaiyer karuna habe, braje Radha Krishna pabe,
DHORO NITAI CHARANA DUKHANI
🌿 I’m finally feeling quite convinced that by meditating on Nitai’s lotus feet only I’ll attain EVERYTHING. All other REMEMBRANCE will come automatically if I’ll take exclusive shelter of Nitai’s lotus feet in my heart.
🌿 In fact, in retrospect, 2 years ago my life changed completely when I was meditating a lot on Nitai’s lotus feet throughout the day. I recorded some audios also on the auspicious symbols in the lotus feet of Nitai. I became a part of this Mission by doing that. Nitai really gave me a chance to serve Him and Gurudev by making me full-time. Something which I didn’t deserve at all.
To sum, remembrance of Nitai’s lotus feet will never disappoint you. It will surprise you.
We get unimaginably empowered by meditating on the lotus feet of Nitai.
🌿Attainment of love is the greatest achievement. Krishna Prem is that wealth without which even the so-called richest are also the poorest. We often wonder how we can attain this Krishna-prem. Do we have a clear answer to this crucial question- “How to attain Krishna Prem?”
🌿 The best answer to this question is given by Shrila Bhaktisiddhant Saraswati Thakur Prabhupad as follows,
“It is natural to develop love for those whom we serve. Serve Kṛṣṇa and you will become attached to Him.”
🌿 Now what is the best way to serve Krishna?
🌿 The best way to serve Krishna is to serve His devotees, especially, Sri Guru.
🌿 Who is the Guru of all Gurus and the topmost devotee?
🌿 Adi-Guru, Vaishnav-dham, Doyal NITAI
Therefore, Nitai Seva is the best way to attain Krishna Prem.
P.S. 🌿 What is the best way to serve Nitai?
🌿 Achar and Prachar of Nitailekhan and Nitai Nam-Lila Shravan-Kirtan.
O Nitai! Who am I to cause the slightest pain, discomfort, or sadness to your beloved devotees? Is there any greater misuse of my free will than this? What a fool I am!
He Nitai! No matter how much I try to serve you or please you, everything is useless unless I learn to please your devotees and serve them wholeheartedly with utmost respect.
He Nitai! I think I aspire to attain your love. But if I were really serious then I would not maintain so much envy and hatred towards your devotees.
A Vaishnav is not supposed to give pain to any living entity. But I’m such a wretch that I dare to cause pain and inconvenience to the rarest and holiest Nitaibhakts.
My casual behavior towards your devotees shows how low is my regard and devotion for you Nitai.
Narrotam das Thakhur says “Nitai pada sada karo ash”.. That is, 24*7 hanker for the attainment and service of Nitai’s lotus feet. I wish I could hanker like this for a single moment at least. But I have no time. I’m 24*7 engrossed in hankering for material pleasures and making unlimited plans for sense gratification and self-aggrandizement.