The Lord of Mercy- Doyal Nitai!

karama geyana, kichu nahi mora,
sadhana bhajana nai
tumi krpa-moya, ami to kangala,
ahaituki krpa cai
(Bhajana Lalsa by Srila Bhaktivinoda Thakur)

What is Bhaktivinoda Thakur saying? He is saying that just accept that you can’t do sadhana, you can’t do bhajana, you don’t have karma, you don’t have jnana, you don’t have any qualification or yogyata to attain Gauranga and Radha-Shyama. You can only consider yourself as a kangaal and as a beggar and you can start begging for ahaituki kripa means causeless mercy because there is no cause to give you mercy. Even though he himself was performing a lot of sadhana but even if you perform sadhana, you should always consider your sadhana as zero. On the strength of sadhana, you can never attain the Lord. Sadhana is to keep you disciplined. Sadhana is to teach you, you know how to engage your senses in the service of the Lord. But attainment of the Lord is impossible without mercy. And who is the Lord of mercy? Doyal Nitai! So-

heno nitai bine bhai, radha-krishna paite nai
dridha kori’ dharo nitair pay
(Nitai Pada Kamla by Srila Narottama Das Thakur)

nitaiyer charana satya, tahara sevaka nitya,
nitai-pada sada koro asa

And drdha kori dharo nitaira paya and then he is saying dharo nitaiyer charana du’ khani. And in the first line he is saying nitai-pada-kamala. This entire bhajana is you know full of Nitai’s charana. Everywhere he is first of all saying that Nitai’s Lotus feet are more cooling than millions of moons. Then he is saying without Nitai you cannot attain Radha-Krishna, so ‘catch’ Nitai’s Lotus feet. Then he is saying that when Nitai will be merciful on you, then you will automatically attain Vraja dhama, you will see the chinmaya dhama, you will see the real dhama. Your transcendental eyes, senses will awaken and you will see Radha and Krishna. braje radha-krsna pabe. So dharo nitaiyer charana du’ khani. Then he is saying that nitai-pada sada koro asa. Then in the last line he is saying narottama bodo duhkhi, nitai more koro sukhi; rakho ranga-charanera pasa. The entire bhajana means take shelter of Nitai. The entire bhajana the only crux, the jist of the bhajana is that just take shelter of Nitai. Lotus Feet means you have to take the shelter of entire Nitai. You cannot take the shelter of Lotus feet exclusively. You have to take shelter of Nitai. Narottama Dasa Thakur is saying.

He was the Supreme Personality of Godhead and He had no shame, no hesitation, no ego when he went from door to door and he was begging. The Supreme Personality of Godhead, Sakshat Balrama Sarva Shaktidhara, omnipresent, omnipotent, omniscient, He was not having any ego in begging and we fallen souls, we vibhinamsha, tathastha shakti, badha jiva, badha souls, we have ego that too in front of the Lord. We may have ego in front of some ordinary person. But why are we having ego in front of the Supreme Personality of Godhead who had no ego in begging from us? He was begging from us and we can’t beg from Him? That is very shameful. So we should not request, we should beg Nitai.

Enter the World of Nitai By Nitai Vayulekhan

Nitai Vayulekhan is a magical process. It allows you to enter the realm of Nitai. A world where Nitai is the centre of everything. A world where forgiveness is the presiding deity and is all-pervasive. A world where the law is only meant for overlooking your endless faults and mistakes. A world where eternal hope is in the air that you will definitely improve one day. During this extraordinary journey to the world of Nitai you will encounter the most merciful Lord of this entire creation at every step. You will feel His presence so much that you will become oblivious to everything else just like a small child gets so much absorbed when he plays with his favorite toy. It is truly a very sweet experience available to one and all free of cost. Words fail to express the kind of soothing feeling that wraps your mind and heart when you write निताइ in the air in big size with rapt attention. A heart of black stone turns into a heart of molten gold as bliss personified (name nityananda tumi, rupe nityananda) enters every layer of your existence, namely, the gross body, the subtle body, and the soul. If you can enter this blissful kingdom of Nitai successfully during Nitai Vayulekhan then your fingers will never be able to give up the craving to write निताइ day and night. The process is verily magical because by writing Nitai’s name even a person with the most degraded consciousness can feel it’s heartwarming grace.
Worthless disciple of Shrila Nitaipreshthji,

Nitaimani das

The Supreme Personality of Unconditional Compassion


The rarest love of Golok, which was never given to anyone even upon asking for multiple lives, was distributed freely to the most fallen by Nitai, even without asking for it. This love of Golok was unattainable for even the most exalted personalities of this universe before the advent of Nitai. All logic failed during the deliverance pastimes of Nitai. Be it the children, or be it the ruffians, or be it anyone, all got love at the hands of Nitai. Nobody was left out. There was no discrimination. The nectar of immortality which emerged from Samudra Manthan was only given to the Devas and not the Asuras by the Mohini incarnation, but the nectar of pure love which emerged from the streams of Nitai’s tears was sprinkled on one and all without any discrimination. When the Supreme God of Mercy (Nitai) distributed the highest love in the creation, then great personalities like Brahma and Shiva stood in the same line in which even the lowest of mankind were present.

dīna hīna patita pāmara nāhi bāche
brahmār durlabha prema sabākāre jāce

“Lord Nitai freely offered this exalted prema, which is difficult for Lord Brahma to attain, even to the fallen and wretched souls who did not desire it.”

There may or may not be equality in the eyes of the law of this mundane plane, but there is unquestionable equality in the wet eyes of Nitai. What to speak of rivers and lakes, even the greatest oceans may dry up one day, but the compassion filled eyes of Nitai won’t dry up ever as His love for the fallen souls is going to last forever. Krishna shot arrows from His Saranga bow and killed millions of offenders mercilessly. However, Nitai also shot arrows, not from His bow, but from His brow, and filled millions of such offenders with Krishna-prem simply by glancing.

ār nāiko kalir bhoy
ācandāle den nāma nitāi doyāmoy

“There is no more fear of the age of Kali. The most merciful Lord Nitai gives the Holy Name and Krishna-prem to even the candalas.”

This Kali Yug is truly blessed by the advent of such an exalted personality like Nitai. Now I realize why it is mentioned in Shrimad Bhagwatam (11.5.36) that enlightened persons will worship the upcoming Kali Yug. True. True. It is true. This Kali Yug has surely become an object of worship because for the first time the greatest offenders are not punished mercilessly but rewarded with the highest prize of Prem by the inconceivable mercy of the Supreme Personality of Unconditional Compassion (Nitai). And this Kali Yug will continue to be worshipped by the enlightened persons till the time Nitai’s mercy via His name will spread all across the globe and enlighten even the most degraded and deluded souls.

Worthless disciple of Shrila Nitaipreshthji,
Nitaimani das