From a mixture of milk and water, a Hansa (swan) drinks only milk and leaves the water.
And Nitai is Param-Hansa Shiromani. (69th name from 108 names of Nitai written by Shrila Nitaipreshthji Gurudev)
This means He is the topmost ignorer of all your bad qualities and disqualifications. He just accepts whatever little goodness is there in you and bestows upon you His boundless mercy based on that tiny goodness.
O Nitai, you may fulfill all my desires. Or all my desires may remain unfulfilled. My only prayer to You is “keep me engaged in your devotional service till the end of my life without any expectation of wish fulfillment”.
My major realisation of recent Navadvip Yatra with Nitai Sena was:
“I miss Ekachakra!!!!!!! Take me back!”
Nitai Bhakti aisi karo ki Guru ko aap pe naaz ho.
Aur Guru Bhakti aisi karo ki Nitai ko aap pe naaz ho.
It is true that in this age of Kali it is extremely difficult to find a real Guru. However, it is also true that when a disciple is ready, a Guru appears automatically. But the problem is that in this Kali Yuga, people themselves fail to become genuine seekers of a genuine Guru. It is a hopeless situation. That is why there is an urgent need to spread Nitai’s name all over. Nitai acts as the best Guru of even those who are not seeking any real spiritual progress.
For genuine seekers, a genuine Guru appears.
For ignorant fools, Adi-Guru Nitai appears.
I have no qualification to meditate on the lotus faces of Radhey Shyam.
🌷 I have no qualification to meditate on the lotus feet of Radhey Shyam.
🌷 I have no qualification to meditate on the lotus face of Gaur.
🌷 I have no qualification to meditate on the lotus feet of Gaur.
🌷 I don’t even consider myself qualified to meditate on the lotus face of Nitai.
🌿 My latest realization in Ekachakra is that I should simply meditate on the lotus feet of Nitai. (Meri itni hi aukaad hai)
And as Narrotam das Thakur says,
Nitaiyer karuna habe, braje Radha Krishna pabe,
DHORO NITAI CHARANA DUKHANI
🌿 I’m finally feeling quite convinced that by meditating on Nitai’s lotus feet only I’ll attain EVERYTHING. All other REMEMBRANCE will come automatically if I’ll take exclusive shelter of Nitai’s lotus feet in my heart.
🌿 In fact, in retrospect, 2 years ago my life changed completely when I was meditating a lot on Nitai’s lotus feet throughout the day. I recorded some audios also on the auspicious symbols in the lotus feet of Nitai. I became a part of this Mission by doing that. Nitai really gave me a chance to serve Him and Gurudev by making me full-time. Something which I didn’t deserve at all.
To sum, remembrance of Nitai’s lotus feet will never disappoint you. It will surprise you.
We get unimaginably empowered by meditating on the lotus feet of Nitai.
(Singing)Nitai Nitai Nitai Nitai
Gauranga Gauranga Gauranga Gauranga
When Nitai stands on the right side of Gauranga Mahaprabhu, then Mahaprabhu feels so complete, so special. He feels blessed to have Nitai on His right side. And when Nitai addresses Him as ‘His brother’, ‘bhratah’, then the transcendental ears of Gauranga Mahaprabhu, they attain perfection. Nitai addresses Mahaprabhu with so much affection, He has unparalleled affection for Gaura. Nitai is so affectionate towards Gauranga Mahaprabhu. Nitai wraps Mahaprabhu with His affection. Mahaprabhu is wrapped, covered, with the affection of Nitai. His bliss, Gauranga Mahaprabhu’s bliss knows no bounds when His Prananatha, when His dear most Nitai addresses Him as ‘Dear Brother’ ‘Bhaiya!’. When Nitai addresses Mahaprabhu as brother, Mahaprabhu’s bliss knows no bounds. You can’t imagine how blissful Gaura feels when Nitai says ‘Oh brother!’.
Nitai Nitai Nitai Nitai
Gauranga Gauranga Gauranga Gauranga