Feel Unimaginably Empowered

I have no qualification to meditate on the lotus faces of Radhey Shyam.

🌷 I have no qualification to meditate on the lotus feet of Radhey Shyam.

🌷 I have no qualification to meditate on the lotus face of Gaur.

🌷 I have no qualification to meditate on the lotus feet of Gaur.

🌷 I don’t even consider myself qualified to meditate on the lotus face of Nitai.

🌿 My latest realization in Ekachakra is that I should simply meditate on the lotus feet of Nitai. (Meri itni hi aukaad hai)

And as Narrotam das Thakur says,

Nitaiyer karuna habe, braje Radha Krishna pabe,

🌿 I’m finally feeling quite convinced that by meditating on Nitai’s lotus feet only I’ll attain EVERYTHING. All other REMEMBRANCE will come automatically if I’ll take exclusive shelter of Nitai’s lotus feet in my heart.

🌿 In fact, in retrospect, 2 years ago my life changed completely when I was meditating a lot on Nitai’s lotus feet throughout the day. I recorded some audios also on the auspicious symbols in the lotus feet of Nitai. I became a part of this Mission by doing that. Nitai really gave me a chance to serve Him and Gurudev by making me full-time. Something which I didn’t deserve at all.

To sum, remembrance of Nitai’s lotus feet will never disappoint you. It will surprise you.

:hibiscus: We get unimaginably empowered by meditating on the lotus feet of Nitai.

:hibiscus: We get supremely purified by remembering the lotus feet of Nitai.
:hibiscus: We are completely forgiven by begging forgiveness from the lotus feet of Nitai.
:hibiscus:We become instantly qualified for every kind of remembrance by remembering the lotus feet of Nitai.
:hibiscus: Nitai is the root of the creeper of devotion. As long as you tightly hold His lotus feet, your creeper of devotion will be saved no matter what kind of mistake you make. At any cost, do not let your grip be lose. Remember His lotus feet as as much as possible as the only means of guaranteed forgiveness for all your mistakes.

Nitai is an Ocean of Mercy

Joy Nitai!

Nitai is very merciful. We say this all the time. We hear this all the time. We have read it so many times that Nitai is very merciful, Nitai is so merciful. But now we say it very casually that Nitai is very merciful but can we really fathom the depth of His mercy? He is an ocean of mercy and when we try to ponder upon His merciful nature, we have no other option but to surrender. His mercy is so overwhelming. When we start feeling His mercy, I mean even a small small fraction of it, He is an ocean of mercy. You can never fathom, you can just say He is very merciful, but you cannot exactly define the word ‘very’ here. The word ‘very’ is very limited. It describes Nitai’s mercy in a very limited way.

So we can just keep on thinking and contemplating within your mind and heart about the mercy of Nitai. The depth because He is an Ocean of Mercy. karuna sindhu. And the more you take shelter of His name, the more you chant His name, you sing His name aloud in kirtana, you do Nitai Namlekhan, the more you realise how deep the ocean of mercy He is. How deep it is. You can actually enter the ocean, go deeper and deeper and you’ll be more surprised at every moment. You will realise His merciful nature with much more clarity.

In the beginning its just an abstract concept for you. It is very vague that yes yes, He is very merciful. The more you take shelter of His name, the more you realise His true.. the true nature of Nitai comes out from the name and you start getting overwhelmed. You get surprised and tears also start falling from your eyes because it is very natural because such kind of mercy is completely inconceivable. It is incomprehensible. Nobody can understand it. Nobody can conceive it. Nobody can even think of it, the kind of mercy Nitai possesses, bestows upon the fallen souls. The more you realise it, the more you will be overwhelmed and the more you will be attracted to Nitai, the more you will surrender to Nitai. You will take His shelter.

nitai-pada sada koro asa
narottama boro dukhi,
nitai more koro sukhi
rakho ranga-caranera pasa

So just like we say Krishna is rasaraj, He is an ocean of Rasa. We say it very casually but the more a devotee realises that, the more one falls in love with Krishna. The more he realises the rasa, the madhurya of Krishna. Similarly we say Nitai is karuna sindhu, He is an ocean of mercy but just saying is not enough, when you start realising that how merciful He actually is then that mercy attracts you so much that you fully surrender to Nitai. You realise that no one is going to actually deliver you other than Nitai. There is no other gati for you other than Nitai.

nitai charana vina nāhiko ashraya

There is no other shelter. So that is why just philosophy is not enough, practice is very important. When you actually take shelter of His name through Nitai Namlekhan, you practice it. Sadhana is also very important. You do Nitai kirtana, you practice then the philosophy becomes alive. Simply by understanding philosophy, by reading articles and posts or just knowing that Nitai is very merciful is… you know, that is also good but that is not enough. We have to practically realise that and for that you need to practice, you have to do sadhana. And you have to please the Nitai Bhaktas.

So philosophy alone won’t help you so much. You have to accompany it with practice also. Very important. And then you will see that philosophy helps practice and practice helps you to understand philosophy in a better way. They both are complementing each other. Philosophy improves practice and practice improves our philosophical understanding.

Joy Nitai!

What brings Krishna in your heart ?

In the realm of devotional service (Bhakti) if you try to become too practical then you’ll never become ideal. However, if you try to become ideal then the Lord makes everything practical.  So go beyond what is practical and embrace what is ideal fearlessly. People may misunderstand idealism but the Lord understands it very well and even appreciates it.

The most striking quality of Krishna is that He is bhakta-vatsal. And the most striking quality of Nitai is that He is abhakta-vatsal too.  Krishna has a lot of Vatsalya for his surrendered devotees. But Nitai has immense Vatsalya for all living entities. Uttam adham kichu na kare vichar.

Harinam Japa is a thread to bind Krishna. Harinam Kirtan is a rope to bind Krishna. But where is Krishna? First He needs to come in your heart then only you can bind Him with your thread or rope. What brings Krishna in your heart in the first place? Nitai’s name. (Avashya paibe Krishnachandra sei jane) Therefore, Nitainam Lekhan ki Jaya!


Pearls of the ocean can’t be obtained simply by standing on the shore. One has to muster courage and dive deep. No pain no gain! Hare Krishna!
If you can’t make this extremely difficult move but still aspire for pearls then simply put your faith in Nitai and He will get the pearls for you. No pain still gain. Joy Nitai!

(Self-advice) Either with closed or open eyes, just try to see the most merciful syllables of निताइ‘s name and nothing else. Don’t engage your eyes in seeing any other beautiful object, person, or scene. Otherwise you won’t be able to see the syllables of Nitai Nam clearly. It is up to you now. What do you really want to see?


Krishna Will Steal Your Heart

Nitai makes our heart butter by Nitai Vayulekhan so that Krishna can steal it.

He knows Krishna would never steal a stone.. So He makes our heart like butter.. He knows Krishna is fond of butter.

Externally, we touch Nitai’s butter like body with our forefinger during Nitai Vayulekhan.. And internally our heart becomes like butter as well.

Entry to Harinam and Exit to Ego

  • Every stroke of the निताइ mantra that we write in the AIR, with clear visualization in the MIND, unties the knot of ahankâra (ego) which is tied tightly in our HEART.
  • The door of our dirty heart is locked for Krishna Nam to enter and clean it (chetodarpan marjanam). Nitai Vayulekhan is the key to open that lock so that Harinam can enter our heart and do its job.
  • When one gives up all shame and does Nitai Vayulekhan in public then Nitai immediately reciprocates by filling one’s heart with devotional bliss.